It’s not fair

I didn’t want this to happen in the first place.

I only went through with it because you kept making it sound like you wanted it to happen.

And now, he has taken my place.

It’s not fair..

thisbeastiegirl:

Someone needs to surgically remove my emotions/feelings. Now. Right now.

Martyr

I can’t do something my heart tells me is wrong. Everyone is telling me that there is no hope, that we’ll never happen again. Even she, herself, is saying that.

But my heart is telling me otherwise. It’s telling me not to give up, to never give up hope, because things will get better, and perhaps someday we can go back to how things were, only better.

Until that day comes, I will be a martyr, and listen to what my heart tells me is right, even if I’m left miserable. I don’t want, nor need, the sympathy of others, because the pain I will(am) endure(ing) is pain I am bringing upon myself, and I’m okay with that.

If you love someone, like, truly love them, you’re willing to do just about anything for them. I will suffer, and I’m perfectly okay with that.